Well; here we are once again and Michigan's Resident Rocker is in the Cockpit; under the beautiful Flag of God's Country which as we all know is Canada! Now I know what yous are going to say "Michigan's Resident Rocker, ain't you supposed to be Playing Hockey Tonight?" To those who ask me that Question I say Hell Yeah! However due to Circumstances that are beyond my Control (My Car is in a Repair Shop and I can't get it back until I Pay the Damn Repair Bill; which I will have Paid by this Coming Friday). So it Pains me to say that I will Miss My Second Game due to My Car Needing Repairs (actually the Repairs have been Performed; I simply haven't been able to Pay the Bill In Full!) Now of course if the fucking DRUNK in My Family (My Mother's ALCOHOLIC, asshole Husband) not that it's any of his fucking Business; but that fucking Piss Ant would fucking GLOAT and Rub this Latest "Failure" in My Face! And to be Honest with yous; I really am in NO fucking Mood to hear from that asshole ever again! In fact if there is any feeling I have about that fucking DRUNK; it's Pure HATRED! I'm sorry but anybody who SLANDERS My Good Name by Calling me a fucking "DOPE TRAFFICKER" ain't worthy of My Respect! In fact I know this is s horrible way of Looking at it; yet, When somebody FALSELY Connects My Good Name to a Crime such as Trafficking Narcotics even when that Person KNOWS that I ain't NEVER had a Damn Thing to do with Drugs in My Life; I'm Sorry, I simply Cannot allow that to stand! I mean I have made it Perfectly Clear and I Made a Vow to a Friend of Mine who was Murdered in an apparent Drug Related Shooting that I WOULD NEVER have a DAMN THING to do with Narcotics in My fucking Life! Even though I have NEVER Had a Damn Thing to do with Narcotics; I already KNOW what a Dangerous, Dirty and fucking Seedy Business Trafficking Narcotics is! Not Only did I have to contend with My Friend being Murdered via a Gunshot Wound to the back of his head! But I have Watched Many Documentaries on TV about Drug Gangs and all of the Inherent Problems that any of this Kind of Lifestyle can bring! Now why in the Holy fucking Hell would I want to Risk My Life and My Reputation; simply to Make a Fast Buck? Please tell me that! I know everybody (Except for Millionaires, Billionaires and the fucking Super Wealthy) Needs Money; that's Only Based on Common Sense! But every damn thing I have I have EARNED by My Own Hard Work! I'm talking about My Apartment in Mount Morris, Michigan; My 2009 Chevrolet Cobalt that I Now Proudly OWN OUTRIGHT; and I am Damn Proud to say that I ain't NEVER ONCE had to Resort to doing ANYTHING ILLEGAL to get where I am and I am Damn Proud of where My Life Now is! Now In case yous are Curious; what was I referring to in the Title of this Posting? Well Please follow along and I shall Educate yous on what the fuck I am talking about! As I am certain Most of yous Know I have a New Woman in My Life; her Name is Anna and she Lives in Caro, Michigan. Now for those of yous who May Not know where that is; Caro is in Neighboring Tuscola County (I Live in Genesee County; which shares a County Line with the County that Caro is the Hub of! Anyway; a Little about Anna; she's 43 Years Old, a Mother of 4 and a Grandmother of 2. Now for those of yous who want to know when is it that One of My Little Headbangers is going to be Having any Children of their Own; well I shall say I Hope after I am Dead! Why do I say this? Well; believe me; I would Probably be Known as "Bad Grandpa" in Real Life! How do I come to this Conclusion? Well Let's be Honest; how the Hell Can any Kid Look at Me as a "Role Model?" Seriously? I mean I have a foul Mind and a Gutter Mouth! I don't believe that Humans Being are Meant to be Monogamous (Because that shit is all based in Religion, which I Look at it all as a Farce!) Now I do Know a Few People who are Happily Monogamous, Take My Cousin Carl who Lives in Amherstberg, Ontario. He and his Wife, Nanette have been Married for Over 20 Years and they appear to be very happy together! Yet in My Case that hasn't been the story! Sure; I was Married to My Now Ex-Wife for 16 Years and I was with her for over 20 Years; but that wasn't such a blissful Relationship! I Openly admit I am who I am! I Openly admit I am a Whore! What do I mean by this? Well; I Openly admit I have had Sex with More Women than there have been Years in My age (I Turn 51 at the End of Next Month, and I Hope Hardly anybody remembers that!) I Openly admit I have had Sex with 52 Different Women in My Life; and I have been Married to Only 2 of them and I have been in a Relationship with Only 4 of them (with 1 of them Bearing My Little Headbangers) if that tells yous anything! I'm not the Least bit ashamed of that at all! Is there any Reason why I should be? I mean this ain't the fucking Puritan Days of the 1600s; and the Last Time I checked Having Sex with somebody Other than your Insignificant Other ain't a fucking Crime! And of course I Openly admit that I have had Sex with 22 Different Women while I was Married to My Now Ex Wife; but that's in essence something yous can say is a Design Flaw in the Male of the Humans Being Species. I mean Let's be Honest; do yous believe that Men can be Monogamous? Personally I don't believe so; and I believe it's completely Biological! Think about this; now I am a Man that Most Women don't consider to be "Attractive," as most all of yous know Women Generally don't throw themselves at me; but when a Woman does Offer Me the Chance to have and here is the Key Word "Consensual" Sex with her; well I Openly admit, I have a Hard Time saying "No" to that! Even My Mother's Husband who fucked My Nephew's Mother Probably couldn't say "No" to somebody offering him a Chance to fuck her; which I Personally don't Give a damn about that! In fact I Personally don't Give a flying fuck about what Goes On In My Mother's Backed Up Toilet of a Marriage! Nor do I really Care what goes on in the House I Grew Up in because that Chapter of My Life is Closed! Yet when Men "Cheat" On their Insignificant Others; it usually Occurs when a Man is Offered a Chance to have Sex with any other Woman! This is why I don't Hold any Woman in My Life to an Exclusive, Monogamous Commitment! Now if Anna Takes advantage of the "Freedom" I have given to her; well that's Up to her! I ain't going to get Mad at her if she has Sex with anybody else! I mean Since When are Humans Being Considered as "Property?" Now I know there are Jealous, Possessive Jackasses Out there who Relentlessly Keep Tabs on their Insignificant Others; I simply am not one of "Those Guys!" I will NEVER Once Go through Anna's Phone with or without her Permission; to see if she's "Cheating," Come On! If your Boyfriend/Husband or Girlfriend/Wife is seeking Pleasure with somebody else then there's Obviously a Reason for it! Now I Openly admit I was Involved with a Young Woman who I CLEARLY had NO BUSINESS Getting Involved with; and it turned out to be one of the Most Painful Lessons I ever had to Learn the Hard way! Her Name is Brittany and I know I have mentioned her on Quite a few Occasions; yet I need to explain to My Girlfriend why I am so fearful of Losing her. Now the ONLY Dealbreaker in My Book in ANY Relationship with ANY Woman is Narcotics! Now I can Confidently Say that I Know that Anna doesn't Use any Kind of Drugs that are Not Prescribed to her by a Doctor; hell she Very Seldom Drinks any Kind of Alcohol; therefore I Know I don't have to Worry about her doing something Like that which I would consider as a Serious Betrayal of My Trust. Yet the same could not be said for Brittany! Now Let's take a Little Drive Down Memory Lane to the Not So Magical Year of 2015. I stopped at a Speedway Gas Station to Get Gas in the Pickup Truck I was Driving for My Employer at the Time; which was MPP Corp in Kimball Township, Michigan. Now how's this for an Irony? I Met Anna at the Speedway Gas Station in Caro (Located at the Intersection of M-24 & M-81). Anyway back to how Brittany became My Life's Biggest Nightmare as well as why I so strongly fear Losing Anna. Brittany Approached me and asked me if I could help her out. Well, being that Ironically I got Paid that Day; I thought "She Must really be having a Hard Time; why Not Help her out?" So I gave her $40.00. She started to Cry and Gave me a Hug. To Me it wasn't that big of a deal; but Little did I realize that was how she had set the Trap; and Of course I got Caught in it! Now if Anna wants to know who this is; I will send her a Photo, because I do have a Photo of Brittany Hidden in the Cockpit! Perhaps as a Reminder of the Kind of Relationship that was so fucking Toxic that I Vowed that I would NEVER Get Involved with ANYBODY who is Less than 10 Years Younger than Me. In case you're Curious Brittany is Now 30 Years Old (almost exactly 20 Years Younger than Me). Now don't get me wrong, Most any Man would Really Love to be with a woman who is as Physically Attractive as she is; but believe me, under that beautiful exterior is a Monster! And she hurt me in ways that it's Inconceivable to hurt another Humans Being! Now I ain't going to go into all of the fucking Details about My Relationship with Brittany; My Now Ex-Wife Knows all about every Detail. Reason is because I was still Married at the Time I Got involved with Brittany. But Let's be Honest; I Knew My Marriage was Over when I made that Mistake. I mean My Then Wife Refused to Stand Up to her Family; and ask them to stop Holding all of My Past fucking Failures over My Head (after all, My Mother's ALCOHOLIC Husband does that shit and it's something I have grown sick and Tired of!) But after she had been Locked Up at Least Twice before she got Busted for having 4 Xanax In her Purse; thus Precipitating the Impounding of My Car for a Weekend! Well, that in essence should have been it! Yet she used the "I tried to Kill Myself" angle; well then what the fuck was I supposed to do? I Really Loved her; but of course her Using Drugs wasn't the Only Betrayal she had Subjected me to. Oh no! There was this Dirtbag fucking Piss Ant Named Ryan (No, Not the Captain of My Hockey Team) but a Different one! This Pile of shit I Personally believe was Responsible for Brittany being Involved in the Life of Drugs and Crime; that I tried to steer her away from! I made it Crystal Clear that she was Under No Circumstances to be seeing him. Yet Time and Time and again; I kept Catching her with Ryan! The Last Time I Caught her was when she was Arguing with Him over the Phone, and that Little Cocksucker was Texting me about how he was "Hitting that Pussy every Night." Now of course My Patience with Brittany's LIES and her sneaking around behind My Back and seeing this Pile of Shit; had reached its end! When I told her that she had a Decision she had to make between Ryan or Me; she initially told me that it was Me that she wanted to be with; Now before I could ask her why it is that I simply don't fucking believe her; I Look Up out the Windshield of My car, and what do I see? But Ryan Himself! Well that did it; I ended up flying out of My car and went after him! The Moment he said "I'm gonna stab you!" Well, that's all I Needed to hear! Originally I was waiting for him to develop the balls to throw the first Punch; yet when I heard what was a threat against My Life; well I knew I had to act; so I Coldcocked that Little bastard right across his Jaw! Well the altercation dragged on for I dare say at Least another 10 Minutes. When it ended; Ryan and Brittany were walking away together! What a Coincidence that they walked away from the Scene of the Fight before the Clinton Township Police Department had Arrived; I wonder why? At That Point I Yelled out to Brittany "It's Over, Brittany! You hear Me? I'm done with you!" At that Point; I realized that Brittany Never Was "Mine!" All of the Times she Threatened to Leave Me if I didn't Give Her Money or Pay for her to stay in Seedy, Fleabag Motels; Once that fight ended; I felt so used and demoralized that I Vowed that she was Out of My Life for Good! Well, as Legendary College Football Coach, Lee Corso would say "Not So Fast, My Friend!" I shall share this email from Brittany in where she was begging me for One More Chance Now this is a doozy to say the Least; she titled it "Hey Hunni" don't ask me why she spelled that Word that way, but here it is: First off, I want to apologize for the crazy events that occurred last night! I didn't know ASSHOLE was coming down one last time to gather the rest of his things to take back to Arkansas with his Unk. So, in his fucked up mind, he decided, ONCE AGAIN, to attempt to ruin our amazing relationship!! One minute I was sitting in your car, and then the next thing I knew, you were hauling ass out of your car and running towards Ryan. I instantly got out of your car and ran to where you were heading towards; which was Ryans punk ass. At that point, I just wanted you two to stop fighting IMMEDIATELY because you two scrapin it out, right on Gratiot! That's one of the absolute WORST possible places anyone could fight; ESPECIALLY cops are constantly driving down Gratiot! So, seeing that, I was BEYOND SCARED. I decided to do the first thing that came to my mind; to break it up. But then you screamed at me that it was over between you and I! Really?!?! I love you very much and I don't want to lose you!!!!! Please email me back as soon as possible. X♡X♡ Now at that Point I wanted Nothing more to do with her after she had LIED to Me for in essence was damn near 2 Years! So I thought "It would only be fair if I gave her a chance to explain why I should her one more chance, because I know this will come back to bite me in the ass again!" Well, the day after I agreed to Giver her "1 Last Chance" to Prove to me that I was the Man in her Life; well she demanded that I PAY her to have Sex! Well, that was it! I couldn't take any more! She threatened to Break off the Relationship if I didn't give her what she wanted at that Point; I decided that I had to Let her go! Even as Much as it hurt me to do so! The Last Time I Physically saw Brittany; was Valentine's Day Night of 2017. Yet the Damage she did Made me so Hesitant to want to get into a Relationship with anybody else; that is until I Met Anna. Yet I can't seem to get Past all of the Pain Brittany had Put Me through! I will do Most anything to Make any Woman I am Involved with happy! I know Anna is Nothing Like Brittany at all! It took Me a Long time to Get Over Brittany! Yet in essence since she Never Was Mine in the first Place; yet I wonder if the fear of going through the Pain I was Put through with Brittany, could be Harming what I have with Anna? Now Anna and I haven't had any Major Spats; yet I fear even a Minor Disagreement could trigger her to want to Get Rid of me! I know she has dealt with her Share of Personal Tragedies that I wouldn't even wish on My Worst Enemy (My Mother's ALCOHOLIC Husband is My Example!) Make No Mistake about it; I Really do Love Anna and I Really do Care about her! I guess it's true; Love Can often make a Man (and in some Cases a Woman) do Crazy and Perhaps Irrational things! Until Next Time this is Michigan's Resident Rocker saying if You have that Special Somebody In Your Life; cherish Her or Him; because Life is too short to be Unhappy!
